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Death, Sex & Money - Secrets, Turn-Ons, and Fantasies: Your Stories About Porn

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🗓️ 9 August 2023

⏱️ 28 minutes

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Summary

We revisit our most popular episode, featuring your stories about secret hard drives, fantasy plot lines, illegal downloads, titillating Tumblr feeds, and giving porn up completely.

Did you know we have a weekly email newsletter for the Death, Sex & Money community? Every Wednesday we send out a note from Anna, fascinating listener letters from our inbox, and updates from the show. Sign up at deathsexmoney.org/newsletter, and follow the show on Twitter, Facebook, and Instagram.

Got a story to share? Email us at deathsexmoney@wnyc.org.


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0:00.0

Currently, my wife is out of town.

0:03.0

We've been married seven years.

0:06.0

For the past 20, I have been addicted to pornography.

0:10.0

This is death, sex, and money.

0:17.0

The show from WNYC about the things we think about a lot and need to talk about more.

0:27.1

I'm Anna Sale.

0:37.1

Hi. I'd ask that you not use my name or my location.

0:42.5

I would like to remain anonymous.

0:44.5

We got this voice memo in the spring of 2016, from a listener I'll call James.

0:50.0

He'd stopped looking at porn months earlier at his wife's urging.

0:58.6

Now she was away, and those old cravings were coming back.

1:05.0

It is hard as fucking nails for me to want to not do anything about it.

1:08.7

She's going to be gone for another 11 days.

1:14.5

I'm afraid that I am not strong enough to make it on my own.

1:18.3

I hope I am.

1:19.9

We'll find out.

1:28.2

Hearing this message made us wonder how more of you feel about porn.

1:31.6

So we asked you, and a lot of you responded.

1:32.8

Porn?

1:35.9

My husband and I both watch porn.

1:37.6

We almost didn't get married because of it. I was living this double life of being a goody-goody church kid and getting just depraved as hell on my computer every night.

1:46.4

If I'm not having sex, I'm definitely watching all sorts of porn.

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