You never miss.

And you'll never miss.

You never miss hearing my voice now or filling my presence.

You never miss the opportunity to listen, to practice, to pray, to worship.

You're choosing different, moving different.

I see you, and they see you, and they are following suit.

Because they're seeing the fruit.

You thought your fruit should be bigger by now.

That thought is not of you.

I need you to begin to experience these moments without thought, without narration.

What is happening before the thought says, you're not there yet.

You'll pan out and just see that body sitting or walking or eating, doing something that has nothing to do with the thought that came.

Watch that body until you know you're not it, and then let go of that thought too.

And it'll feel like you don't have on a seatbelt, that you don't have handlebars, that you

don't have anything to hold on to.

You don't know where you belong, know where to sit, nowhere to lay your head. You don't have anything to hold on to. You don't know where you belong,

nowhere to sit,

nowhere to lay your head.

You don't have one.

I am the head of that body,

the head of this church you are.

Watch it pray.

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