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🗓️ 22 August 2025
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0:00.0 | This is Planet Money from NPR. |
0:06.1 | About a year ago, I got an email from a guy named Phil, an email that really stuck with me. |
0:11.9 | He wanted to tell me about a drug that saved his life and how then that drug was suddenly taken away and ultimately how far he was willing to go to get it back. |
0:22.0 | Phil is a chemistry teacher. He is a lot of things, actually. He is a dad. He's a trivia |
0:27.5 | buff. He loves spending time on Reddit. |
0:30.1 | Okay. All right. I'm recording. Perfect. |
0:32.3 | He's someone who, for most of his life, has struggled with addiction. It started with |
0:37.2 | prescription painkillers. He got through |
0:39.0 | that. And then COVID hit, so I started drinking pretty much on a nightly basis. And if it wasn't that, |
0:46.7 | it was food. And so I was pretty numb at that point. I mean, 300 pounds, drinking alcohol every night. |
0:54.5 | Phil says when you're in the grip of addiction, it's like there's this person that you know you can be, a good person, a decent father, a kind husband. |
1:04.6 | And then every day you have to look at yourself in the mirror and count the ways you've fallen short. |
1:11.1 | Yeah, it just makes you feel like, you know, something that isn't even alive is stronger than you. |
1:18.5 | Like there's just this will inside you that's working against you and it sucks. |
1:23.1 | You know, it's just, it sucks. |
1:25.8 | We're not using Phil's last name because even though these struggles are |
1:28.9 | behind him, he's afraid that sharing his story could put his job in jeopardy. People that aren't |
1:33.9 | addicts, like, you know, it's a nightmare. It really, it's a nightmare to work against yourself. |
1:43.5 | Know that you're working against yourself and continue to do it anyway. |
1:48.0 | By the beginning of 2023, Phil's health was really going downhill. |
1:52.6 | The doctor said he was pre-diabetic, so they put him on this new drug that was getting popular, called OZempic. |
1:59.8 | It was for type 2 diabetes and was supposed to help |
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