Hey, listeners, it's Mishi.

Today, as you might know, is the 100th day of the war.

And though our wartime Diaries series continues,

we want to stop, mark this day,

and share 100 seconds of the many voices we've been hearing among and around us since October 7th.

The last time we spoke was the 7th of October at 6.30.

I saw him putting his idea of funeral front and I jumped out of that as well.

And then we realized there are tourists inside walking around the kibbutz, but there is no one to come and save you.

Tell Abba is on the way.

For now I will act like she is alive and captured.

I said if you want to kill me, would you allow me to die as a truth?

And we sift through the ashes and we try to find remains of the people there.

I didn't think such a thing can happen again.

I got married this Monday in the middle of war.

You are not a soldier anymore. You are 50 years old. What is the matter with you?

And there's no way on earth. I could do this without exactly him.

Not a strong partner, great partner.

Him, him partner.

And he told me, take with you a sleeping bag and a tent and just go.

I texted him after I was told that he was killed.

From their eyes, I was a traitor.

Everybody needs their like blankie, their teddy bear, something to make them feel safe.

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