This is a test to see how my sound sounds underneath a table and some blankets. I hope I sound

okay. And we're leaving that in there. Screw it. You guys need to see everything, everything that

goes into creating a podcast episode because I've not created one in a while and this is I don't want to get sad.

This isn't going to be my last podcast episode, but this is going to be the last podcast episode

that I put out in this way and I just got to be real with y'all.

I just got to be real with y'all.

A few months ago, I started

re-airing old podcast episodes. Um, and unfortunately I had to do that because I have been going

through some, some real life shit, we'll call it. Uh, just, I'm not going to get into it and share

details because it's not even worth it, honestly.

But I've been dealing with some real life shit.

We'll lay it out like that.

Nobody passed away or died, thank God.

But it's just stuff that I had to deal with that took attention away from me and just used up a lot of

my energy that I could have put here on the podcast on creating new content basically for

you know, everything, right? Social media, starting new things, creating new products,

all of that. But I was utilizing so much of my energy dealing with this crap. So I kind of had to put a

pause on things. And unfortunately, I suffer from time blindness.

I highly underestimate how long things are going to take me, especially when my vision is cloudy and my judgment is cloudy, which when you're using as much energy as you have been as I have been in the past few months, my vision was

very cloudy and I highly underestimated how long it was going to be before I was able to put out

content again. Because kind of what happens when you're utilizing your energy for

something that you don't want to, it's draining you. You know, you're doing something for so long that's

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