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🗓️ 30 July 2024
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0:00.0 | So Burda let me tell you a story about a client that I had many many years ago. |
0:04.0 | It was a very informative client to me about what heroin is and what Percocet is, what Vicodin is, all these kinds of pills. |
0:14.3 | I'd heard about it, but didn't really know much about it |
0:17.4 | in terms of people abusing the substances. |
0:20.8 | You know, I'd seen movies about heroin addiction and but I was like well you know I don't even really know what it does to people. |
0:28.0 | I had a client who came to me and he had a long history of problems with pills and with heroin and his |
0:40.0 | story was thus. |
0:43.2 | He had a violent father and was traumatized a lot growing up and you know lived a pretty typical |
0:51.2 | life in Seattle and had a typical job and |
0:55.8 | typical friends and typical kind of lifestyle. |
0:59.2 | But chronically, not feeling so good, but you know, getting getting by like in their 20s 30s yeah 20s 20s and early 20s and early 20s and he |
1:10.0 | uh... goes in to have a procedure done medically and they give him pain pills to you know deal with the pain post surgery. |
1:19.3 | He takes the pills and immediately upon returning home because they tell him like you're going to be in a lot of pain right so make sure you take a really good dose when you get home because it's going to be a lot of pain. |
1:30.0 | So he goes home and he's kind of miserable at the pain, but he takes, you know, picks the big dose, |
1:36.5 | and for the very first time in his life, he feels okay. Wow. He feels normal. He doesn't have those racing thoughts. He doesn't know those intrusive thoughts of shame. |
1:46.5 | What's wrong with you or everyone hates you? You know suddenly he's just cool as a cucumber and he suddenly realizes like when |
1:56.3 | your water in the air suddenly pops out right yeah like you can hear yeah oh |
2:01.6 | this is what hearing is like. I've been dealing with this clogged |
2:05.9 | year this whole time. This is what it's like to actually feel normal and he said that he |
2:11.9 | said for the first time I felt like I I felt the way |
2:17.9 | everyone else looked everyone else looked like they were fine everyone else acted like their life was going okay like they weren't constantly |
2:25.2 | struggling with self-esteem or shame or psychological pain from the passer, you know, PTSD like symptoms and distress and like spikes in anger and and you know deep insecurities. |
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