This is an I-Heart podcast.

Guaranteed Human.

I put forward with Alexia Napola and Marisol Patton, an I-Heart Radio podcast.

Hi, everyone, and welcome back to iPod for a new week, new info, new discoveries.

And I'm so happy to have my bestie back with me today, Alexia. How are you doing? I'm okay. Yeah. I'm not great. Well, since you've been gone, I had to let the audience know what has happened in your life. And I'm sure that they want to hear from you. So she's here today. So I'm a hot topic today. Is that what you're talking, Tommy? And not because I'm hot, but because they're talking about me. You're hot and you're in the hot seat. But, you know, I think the audience is going to give you grace. And we're going to let you tell us as much as you feel like telling us because this is a thing that takes baby steps and it's all very new.

And, well, let's just dive in, I guess, right?

Okay.

So how are you doing?

Obviously, some shocking things have happened in the last two weeks.

How are you feeling?

How are you handling things?

Well, it's been three weeks, so I'm still taking it all in and trying to understand,

to process it.

You know, I think that, like, in every relationship, you kind of, like, go back, you know, to the seven years that we've been together.

Because even though we were married for two years and three months, because I count every day, you just can't help yourself.

But to go back to those seven years and say, what went wrong?

Right. I know. You're going to make me cry. Retrace the start.

I know. I know. I know. I know. Right. I know. You're going to make me cry. Retrace the steps. It's so hard to talk. I know.

I know.

I know.

All right. Take your time. Take your time. Time. For the first week, for the first two weeks, actually still today, it's been three weeks. And I'm still going back at my head, like, what happened? Yeah. And, you know, I'm a positive person. So I try to think about all the beautiful times that we had together. Right. All of our beautiful trips. And I'm very positive. So I want to remember that, you know, and I don't want to have any anger, but I understand that anger is also one of the grieving stations. Um, stations, or I said session, is also one of the grieving stations.

Stations or I said session, sorry.

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