Page 255 of the unfolding is the story of Amber Smith.

I said, I have to be alone. I have to be alone. And I went up in his room and I guttarily cried like I have never cried in my life.

I held his blanket and I just screamed out to God. Not in anger, but just screaming that I just wanted my son.

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Hey, this is Meredith Foster.

Sometimes life gets split wide open by loss.

For Amber Smith and her husband, country music artist Granger Smith, that loss came in

2019 when their three-year-old son River drowned.

It was the kind of tragedy that changes everything. Amber will tell you, she didn't really

know God before that day, but in the midst of grief, she discovered his love and that you can

trust him even when you've walked through tragedy. Amber calls herself the girl on the bathroom floor

because that's where she wept where grief and questions

felt overwhelming. But it was also the place where God met her, where the breaking began to give way

to healing. So I, if I go back to childhood, I wasn't raised in a Christian home. We would go to

church every now and then Christmas, Easter, those types of things. But it was never something that we brought home with us.

I don't remember ever praying together as a family. And that's not to say anything negative

about my parents. I think it kind of trickles down to how you were raised. And so I went to church

camp with my friends, but I think I only went because my friends were going.

I said the sinner quote the sinner's prayer when I was 14, but I had no life of a saving faith in Christ.

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