How do we give less fucks and how do we move beyond our programming is that we start to question it?

And so like for me this was like culminating to like a full-on panic attack where I like I was because my like I tried to so basically I like did

everything I thought I was supposed to do and that led me to like I was like

popping out or all to get more and to like be thin because I had

this story after losing a dad that like men I love will leave me in order for men to

love me I need to be thin and I need to look this certain way and like have this

certain resume and so I was like doing that I was like like you know

struggling with eating disorders and like drinking to take the edge off and I just

had like a series and dating a very emotionally

unavailable men so I had a series of like very self-destructive behaviors because I

didn't know how to navigate my uncomfortable emotions.

And it was like, that breakdown sort of opened up

of like, whoa, this isn't working,

and like, what have I been believing and buying into?

And so it began this process of really of self-inquiry

and examining the stories I was telling myself about myself. I'm Sreeney Rao and this is the unmistakable creative

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