What's poppin' everybody welcome back to Book Girl and her mother-in-law

Happy Bucking Thursday. What are we grateful for, Gerald Zane?

I am grateful for my screwdriver. Look at you, you remembered. I'm having a day and you know it's got to be five o'clock somewhere we think maybe possibly but Alyssa hooked me up. She said she's like maybe I need a drink and I was like and then I usually you're like no no no and then she looked at me and she was like are you offering and I was like oh I got you

it's so silly but yeah I'm gonna tell you guys now so that I don't get messages although I probably get messages anyway

I don't know that it's utensils guys it's utensils for us knife spoons nice knives they're utensils I have no idea why yes the last episode I said utensils no one's for twice I didn't hear it at all and I tried to self correct and I said utensils like I can utensils utensils you did I didn't even know but not once but twice and I'm listening and I'm like I wish I could just insert my voice saying it the proper way

and it just comes in louder utensils you utensils you utensils yeah because I yeah I don't know I mean you girls got a lot on her mind and I don't know but I'm like utensils Jerry and there's so many times that

listening back it's horrible it's hard it's a I've learned from it because there's times that you'll say something you actually did in the last episode where it's like I don't even hear it

and I feel like bad because it sounds like I'm rude and I'm just ignoring you but I literally don't like you didn't hear me say utensils not once but twice just today yeah I I don't remember what you said yesterday but I was like I completely didn't even acknowledge that you spoke and I'm like that's fucked up so was it during you speaking were I speaking over you

I think like you like I said something and then you commented or said something and then I kept going without even a reason what's fine happens

I'm not like that you know me because I do it yeah but I listened to it and I'm like wow that sounds like I'm a shitty person not even to acknowledge you

but guys I'm I'm not I mean I guess maybe I'm a shitty person sometimes but I honestly didn't even hear like what you said like there was one time

that we were recording and you said something and then like when you finished talking I was like yeah and the

a lot and you're like Terry I literally just so yeah yeah yeah and I'm like you said because you're distracted like looking up something or

some yeah like just looking at me listening but I think you know I think these last two episodes my brain is even more so

jammed with a lot of things yeah and I just yeah it also probably sounds more dramatic when you're listening back because I'm so loud and clear

but we're across each other you know what I mean like you're like how did I not hear that yeah I'm like probably maybe talking quietly

to my mic and you can't really hear me that much just maybe in my mind can't I can't do two things at once anymore I can't it's ridiculous I was trying to watch my vlog yesterday and I would like

because like while I'm watching it I like link everything in the description right like shit that I talk about things that I buy on Amazon

what I'm wearing whatever it is I try to link everything for people so while I'm watching it back I take my time to do that

and if I get distracted finding a link for something I'm like fuck I was just not listening to the last five minutes of that

and I have to go back well I mean yeah it is yeah because my vlog is like an hour long like the podcast is like freaking out long

I'm like fuck I wasn't listening I mean that's exactly what I did to her yesterday I literally was like list was there

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