Lemonnara.

Okay, I want to talk about acne. I'm going and I am still struggling, capital S struggling with acne.

I've struggled with it my entire life since I was maybe you know 15 16

and as a kid naturally my skin was really smooth, you know, by 12, 13, 14 people start getting

blemishes. There weren't any insight for me just smooth, flawless skin until puberty hits.

Initially I thought it was happening for me because of,

I was on TV and I'd have to have like thick caked on makeup under the bright lights.

It was a sitcom set so you're very far away from the cameras and they just kind of pound on the makeup so you don't look dead.

I'm very pale and I can look very corpse like very easily.

So they would just kind of pack that on and I thought,

okay, it's a result of just make up for 12 hours a day

plus bright lights and it's just seeping into my pores.

And I tried a lot of, honestly my mom had me try a lot of stuff then, but I don't know.

I used to think she was like a skincare expert and now the older I've gotten and the more clarity I've gotten on her.

I'm like I don't know what she was doing there.

Anyway, I thought it was just because of bright I was on

course this I was on shows for like years and then it stopped and not the

acne did not stop the TV shows stopped and I still had acne.

I would try keeping my face makeup free as many days as I could but also

the biggest thing for me is it makes me so insecure.

Oh my God, you guys.

Like it just, it affects my self-esteem really negatively.

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