That's why I love dirt and roads make the world turn real slow.

Do the ground, let me go and stir it up my soul.

That's why I'll run a while to cut your miles to ride a style.

They take a while, but everyone you ride will leave me home. That's why I'm? What's going to do?

It's hard to go on.

We get lost on.

Find your way to Rocky Mountain.

Grager Smith Podcast, episode 18. I've taken a long hiatus. The last

podcast I did was in April of this year 2019 and I've had a lot of life happen in between the time and that's

why I took a little hiatus from the podcast. That's also why I actually got off track, listening

back to episode 17 and kind of recapping where I was. I got off track from the one song, one music video every month that I promised you guys I was going to put out.

And there was nothing that would have broken that promise besides a major life change for

me and that's what happened. One of these days I'll probably get into that and get into my process through that and how me and my family have been since the summer of 2019 and here we are rolling up on Christmas.

But I think that's another podcast and I probably need to put together more thoughts

before I get into that.

Amber my wife is much more thoughts before I get into that.

Amber, my wife is a much better speaker when it comes to that right now and I don't have as many

words. Does that make sense for what we've been through?

And so if you came to this podcast to hear something about that I'll get I'll get into that one of these days and talk about

This journey specifically for us and what it means to me and what I what I hope

how I hope we'll find the meaning through all this and I've said this a couple times before that

I'm not personally searching for reasons for why life happens. I'm searching for meaning and I think there's a substantial difference in those two things and

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