I can just see the memo you're writing. Hey, look, in spite of all of those things, I

still think it's a good idea to go work this game.

Exactly. I will say the sack of Boston was a huge supporter, and he really had a lot

of trust in us, and that we knew what we were doing, and that we knew when enough would

be enough. And so, you know, a little bit of time went by, weren't sure where it was

going to go. And then an opportunity came to go down there as a hang around. And so, you

know, it was talked amongst the agency like, okay, how are we going to do this? And it

was agreed upon that we were going to do it and go down. And here's the fun part too.

I want you to tell me about the conversation you had with your wife to say, oh, no, look,

I think this is a good idea. I think we should go forward with this. And here's the problem.

I can't bullshit her because she can go on and read the damn report. So there's no sugar

coating on it. I'm not saying she would do that, but I wasn't, you know, it was like,

here's, yeah, because I had to explain why it wasn't going to New York the next day,

whatever. And yeah, it didn't go well. It was, you know, you've got kids, you know,

all that stuff. And, and, okay, that's what I'm saying. We know it. You know, we know you

went forward with it because there's a book about this. So how many beers did you have to

have for you? You went, fuck it. Hold my beer. I'm in. You know, if you depend the next day,

it made a man like, oh, no, but, you know, over time, it was like, maybe we could still make

something out of this. You know, let's, let's get down. And of course, you're always looking at,

like, I haven't done anything yet, right? It's not like I've bought, you know,

machine guns off these guys and they're all going, I haven't done anything yet. So there's no

reason for me to kill me. It's just like, hey, let's go down and see what happens. And,

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