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That's Better Help, H-E-L-P.com. This story took place around December 2017 at my boyfriend's farm outside of a small town in Nebraska.

This happened when I was 16 years old and I still remember it because every second of it

was burned into my mind and ultimately ruined my Christmas and New Year's at a paranoia in fear.

Anyways, it was a cold December night.

I remember specifically December 21st because I had just gotten out of school for break. My boyfriend Jacob and our friends,

Lucy, Ryan, and Hunter were hanging out at Jacob's house which is in a wooded area that only

has a few neighbors who are about a few miles apart.

Jacob had just gotten a new U TV as an early Christmas present and we were all excited

to take it out for a ride. So we all loaded into the

six seated vehicle around 10 o'clock at night with Jacob driving me in the middle

next to him and Hunter next to me while Lucy and her boyfriend Ryan were having

a little private time in the back.

We headed down the dirt road and onto a path into the woods which made me nervous as it is.

I suffer from anxiety and being in the middle of a dark forest, most likely with no service, had me

scared enough.

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