Previously on the Sean Ryan show.

My stepfather used to hold my mom at gunpoint.

He'd just sit in a chair and he'd hold a pistol at her.

And get her to say things that weren't true, get her to announce God, all evil.

My stepfather was in counterintelligence in the army.

I never forget the first time someone asked me after doing the gun disarm.

What motivated you to get that fast.

I'll never forget. I never forget my brain saying one day,

one day I'll be so fast no one will ever be able to hold a

gun to me kids who are born in the fire won't be burned by the heat of life.

The other thing I would tell, adult survivors,

is, you know, don't lose hope.

I've worked with so many men who are just like,

I couldn't stop it.

The best weapon I've ever used for my soul is forgiveness.

That is maybe the most powerful thing I've heard in this room.

All right Victor, we're from.

All right, Victor, we're back from the break.

That was a super heavy segment previous to this. And we kind of ended on talking about forgiveness.

One thing that we didn't touch on is how you got yourself out of there as a child.

Yeah, it was, well, the night we left,

the pedophile stepfather was the night that he came home drunk which was you know there's two types of drunks

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