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🗓️ 26 November 2025
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| 0:00.0 | I'm Christina Cotarucci, and this is Outward. |
| 0:05.0 | Today we bring you episode eight of When We All Get to Heaven from Eureka Street Productions. |
| 0:10.0 | By 1995, Pastor Jim Metulski had guided his congregation through endless funerals, moral battles, |
| 0:18.0 | and the daily work of holding each other through unimaginable pain. |
| 0:22.5 | Then, Jim got sick. His diagnosis changed everything. |
| 0:27.6 | Today, through Jim's own reflections and memories of those who cared for him, |
| 0:31.8 | we hear how his experience challenged the way the church had been navigating faith, |
| 0:36.0 | desire, and responsibility, |
| 0:38.2 | forcing the congregation to confront the very judgments they'd spent a decade trying to dismantle. |
| 0:44.1 | After the break, when we all get to heaven, conversion. |
| 1:00.5 | Thank you. How I became HIV positive. |
| 1:04.2 | I could write 10 different stories, and it could all be true. |
| 1:15.7 | In 1995, Jim Matalski, pastor of MCC San Francisco, preacher of compassion, minister at countless AIDS funerals, got sick. And when he got sick, he learned he was HIV positive. 14 years into |
| 1:24.0 | the epidemic. In a moment when pretty much everyone in San Francisco |
| 1:28.5 | knew how a person got it |
| 1:30.3 | and how a person might prevent it, |
| 1:33.5 | a lot of people had a lot of feelings about Jim getting sick |
| 1:37.0 | and getting sick in that moment. |
| 1:39.7 | Jim, most of all. |
| 1:41.5 | Well, we just kept trying to find meaning, meaning, meaning. |
| 1:44.1 | You know, every moment has meaning. |
| 1:46.0 | I mean, this was the key to our survival and it was the downfall, too. |
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