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And we're back for part four of our interview with Laurie Lee Hall. And we're now at the point. It's been an epic interview so far.

And we're thankful for everyone who's joining us on Facebook live. We still want to encourage you to put up your comments and questions there. It says we've had over 7,000 views so far and 63,000 people reach. So that's not a bad reach.

And we're grateful for everyone who still tuning in over 130 people are still tuned in. And now it's time to talk about when things came to a head. So Laurie Lee, you're still a few months away from being released to stick president.

And what can you share about how that sort of concluded?

There are details concerning that conclusion that I'm not comfortable sharing, but ultimately general authorities at all of the highest levels came became aware of my personal identification as a transgender person.

Not through your coming out. Not through other means.

Yeah, through other means that I'm not going to get into.

And that began a series of interviews that I'm not going to share a great deal of detail regarding, but it did place at risk my service in the church, as well as my employment in the church at that time.

And that was determined that the right and quite frankly, from my perspective, as well, the merciful thing to do would be to extend me an honorable release. And I appreciated that it was handled in a very appropriate manner.

I had served more than eight years and was allowed to depart without any guilt or shame imposed.

I would keep sharing or did you want to be released?

I would have been willing to keep serving, but the release came as a great relief to me because of the duress I was under at that point.

So the fact that it was concluded that it was appropriate to extend the release at that time.

I felt very comfortable with that and the way that it was handled was very positive in its outward expression, which, which I think was a benefit of lessing to the congregation generally.

What was the duress?

I mean, you felt good with Heavenly Father. You were starting to be able to be authentic. You had self-accepted.

You would come out to your wife and kids. What was the duress I've continued to serve?

It stemmed around how difficult it was at that time to be processing the social dysphoria as I was coming out to individuals and the difficulty that that continued to create at home and in other relationships.

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