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The Slowdown: Poetry & Reflection Daily

616: flight training

The Slowdown: Poetry & Reflection Daily

American Public Media

Arts, Performing Arts

4.81.2K Ratings

🗓️ 22 February 2022

⏱️ 5 minutes

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Today's poem is flight training by Shayla Lawz.

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0:00.0

I'm Adeli Mone and this is the Sloan-in.

0:18.2

I've been thinking of what folks are calling the Great Resignation, lately, or the Big

0:24.1

Quit. Nearly 20 million people quit their jobs in the second half of 2021, and many people

0:31.8

I know personally are rethinking what it means to find not just a job they like, but a job

0:38.5

that aligns with their greater purpose. I can't help but feel like there is a fundamental

0:45.6

shift happening in terms of how we think about work, careers, and how they fuel our lives.

0:53.1

I think the pandemic has caused a sort of awakening when it comes to how we spend our time,

0:59.1

who we spend it with, and what sort of life we want to carve out for ourselves.

1:05.1

I still remember when I quit my job in 2010. For me, the realization that I wanted a new life

1:12.7

also came at a time of a great upheaval. It wasn't a global pandemic, but it was spurred on by the

1:20.5

death of my stepmother at 51. Watching someone so young, lose their life to cancer, puts things

1:28.8

in perspective really fast. She died in February 2010, and just over six months later, I left my

1:38.0

good job at a beloved magazine. After I said my tearful goodbyes to my dear friends and colleagues,

1:45.7

I remember standing in Times Square and feeling like I was about to jump off the high dive.

1:52.5

I was terrified and elated all at once. I had a plan to write a book, a place to live for a while

2:00.2

in my hometown, but hardly any savings and no idea what was next. Times Square had just set up

2:08.4

tables and chairs in the middle of the intersection of 42nd and Broadway, and folks were sitting

2:14.6

around and laughing, and everyone looked so free. I walked to the subway station and sat on the

2:21.2

train and cried. I knew I was doing the right thing, but my whole life had been trying to find

2:29.2

some security, and in one fell swoop, I had thrown all the security away. I know now that I wouldn't

2:37.4

take it back for anything. I know now I was choosing myself over anything else. Today's poem

2:45.9

is a contemplation on what it is to feel free, to escape your expected life for one minute,

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