611. Soul Cleanse: Bufo Toad Medicine, Ego Death, & Astral Hygiene w/ Cru von Holtzendorff-Fehling
The Life Stylist
Luke Storey
4.8 • 2K Ratings
🗓️ 1 July 2025
⏱️ 160 minutes
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Summary
I’m back with the luminous Cru von Holtzendorff-Fehling, a gifted soul reader, healer, and one of the most tuned-in beings I know. Cru has an extraordinary ability to read the energy systems and soul blueprints of others, and her deep understanding of the human energy field is matched only by the warmth and humility she brings to her work.
In this intimate and vulnerable conversation, we explore the transformative power of 5-MeO-DMT–also known as bufo, how our energetic anatomy works, and how trauma, conditioning, and egoic patterns disrupt it; plus, shadow work, integrating darkness, and how accepting every part of ourselves is the path to wholeness.
If you’ve ever felt stuck in old patterns, overwhelmed by sensitivity, or curious about the deeper layers of energetic healing, this episode is a masterclass in becoming who you really are.
Learn more about the Path of the Healer Training Course at cru-essence.com/pathofthehealer.
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MORE ABOUT THIS EPISODE:
(00:00:00) Microdosing the Divine: Soothing the Ego into Surrender
(00:29:01) Befriending the Ego & Cleansing the Subtle Body
(00:52:26) Sensitivity as a Superpower & Fine-Tuning the Energy Body
(01:09:00) Cleansing the Astral Body & Mushroom Medicine for All Beings
(01:21:17) Radical Acceptance: Love, Pain, & the End of Resistance
(01:31:02) Entities, Projections, & the True Power of Integration
(01:47:41) Beyond Vision Boards: True Manifestation & the Path of Unconditioning
(01:59:31) The End of the Karma Loop & Mastering the Self
(02:28:31) Path of the Healer: Training, Transmission, & Soul Mastery
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| 0:00.0 | So this is our second conversation today. |
| 0:05.0 | I know the life you lead is very dynamic. |
| 0:08.0 | Very. |
| 0:09.0 | So I can only imagine what's happened. |
| 0:11.0 | It's probably been a year or something since we sat down. |
| 0:14.0 | It was April, end of April, I think, last year. |
| 0:17.0 | Yeah, so a little over a year. |
| 0:19.0 | You spend your time in different countries. You've got |
| 0:21.5 | Florida, Costa Rica. We were just talking about Spain. I know in Costa Rica last time we talked, |
| 0:28.5 | there was five MEO DMT happening down there. Has anything progressed in that area since we spoke last i mean we still do these retreats and |
| 0:40.5 | still have beautiful results with them still one of the most beautiful medicines that is out there |
| 0:47.6 | also the scariest one and um we're experimenting with the quantum energy and the medicine together and what and how to facilitate. |
| 1:01.3 | And so we need less medicine and get the same results and things like that. |
| 1:07.1 | So it's also finding ways how it can be less dramatic and less scary because if |
| 1:15.4 | everybody is, so we facilitate now in a way where we do microdoses first before they each go |
| 1:24.9 | in their individual full round. |
| 1:28.7 | And that takes already so much resistance from the ego away |
| 1:31.9 | that it's a really beautiful opening then that you have with the medicine |
| 1:37.7 | in your foot. |
| 1:38.6 | When you just sit down with all your anxiety and all of the, I mean, not just anxiety. |
| 1:46.2 | Some people have fear. |
| 1:47.9 | I had fear that I felt like my heart is pumping through the roof of my head the first time. |
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