All right, so I'm all the years, how did it go?

What's happening?

Well, first I wanted to say thank you for

making the time again to speak to me today.

Since our call, I've been trying to, as you say, judge myself according to ethics and

morality and not according to the abusive language of my parents in that voice in my head.

I've been feeling a lot more confident and inspired

and more in touch with the reality

since our conversation, and I want to thank you for that.

Oh my pleasure to help. I did listen to your podcast last night and I wanted to say that

it's obviously up to you but I did want to let you know that even though it was personal I do feel I'm comfortable with you sharing that call if you feel like it would help others. I'd like to think that if it would help others I'm I'm comfortable with opening myself up to that as well so I just wanted to let you know.

Oh that's very kind. Maybe it'll go out to donors or something like that but yeah I appreciate that's

very generous of you so yeah do you want to get me up to speed on how things are going now?

Yeah, so I guess I'll start kind of with my husband.

So during this process, I was kind of telling you the last call that it's been opening up certain things for the both of us and locking some memories of his.

He was comfortable with me

and sharing that he realized that during when he was a baby in memory like while changing our girls or twin girls he

realized that he was molested by his mom as a as a baby.

And so for him this was, you know, a deep pain

that he had been carrying along with him

his entire life and didn't really didn't remember it until

until now like the situation that we're in being with our girls really kind of

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