#455 How God Changed My Heart (Even After I Changed My Gender) with Laura Smalts
Java with Juli - Making Sense of God and Sex
Authentic Intimacy®
4.9 • 1.7K Ratings
🗓️ 6 March 2023
⏱️ 82 minutes
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Summary
For most of her childhood, Laura wanted to be a boy. In her 20s, she began hormone therapy, had surgery and lived as Jake for nine years. But she could never quite shake the feeling that none of it was real. "I remember looking at the photo on my driver's license and saying, 'I'm not as happy as I think I am.'" In this episode, Laura shares her remarkable story of desperation, hope and transformation.
Guest: Laura Perry Smalts
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| 0:00.0 | Hey friend, do you ever find yourself wishing you could go deeper into the topics and conversations |
| 0:05.4 | that we have on Java with Julie? Well, now you can. I'm excited to let you know about |
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| 0:28.1 | and I'll share more thoughts on recent episodes and what's coming up next. So I hope you'll join |
| 0:33.9 | me on March 7th, which will be our very first episode of the Second |
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| 0:53.5 | And it was like, I was honestly stunned that God saved me. |
| 0:56.8 | And God saved me as a transgender. |
| 0:58.4 | And I thought, and I just sort of assumed God accepted me this way. |
| 1:01.6 | But I didn't understand that God doesn't change us all at once. |
| 1:05.4 | It's not like when we become a Christian, we're suddenly sinless. |
| 1:09.7 | You know, but at the same time, God didn't leave me there. |
| 1:15.7 | Hey, friend, welcome to Job with Julie. I'm Julie Slatery, and I'm so glad that you've joined me today. |
| 1:21.8 | This podcast is an outreach of authentic intimacy, a ministry dedicated to reclaiming God's design for sexuality. |
| 1:28.7 | The clip you heard at the top of the show is from my guest today, Laura Perry Smaltz, |
| 1:33.8 | and she's going to share her story, her testimony of struggling with gender, transitioning to a |
| 1:39.5 | man, and then coming to Christ and eventually leaving the transgender lifestyle. |
| 1:45.1 | Laura was recently married and she's written an autobiography called Transgender to Transformed. |
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