#371 - “DESTROYED ME!” - Psychonaut on his Abuse, Epstein & Ayahuasca | Kendis Gibson • 371

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Julian Dorey

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🗓️ 8 January 2026

⏱️ 153 minutes

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0:30.1	You had struggled with some serious trauma from childhood,
0:34.4	and then it kind of like, I guess, bubbled up all to the surface at once and
0:40.5	what maybe 2017 2018 something like that 2018 yeah okay so what was so don't go into anything you don't
0:47.0	want to go into but what was the nature of that so childhood um as I mentioned there was born in Belize
0:51.8	there was six brothers and we had like three bedrooms.
0:56.9	So I was on the lower bunk.
1:01.0	Older brother was in the bunk above, and then another brother that would have his own bed.
1:08.0	And I remember it distinctly because I had my first birthday party ever at six years old.
1:14.6	And that night was the first night that my older brother, me.
1:22.6	You just crawled down into the lower bunk and pulled down my PJs and abused me and it would
1:37.0	continue for I'd say eight to nine more months that it would take place. How old was he?
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