#364 - Cult Victim EXPOSES Murderous Psychotic “Guru” & his Master Slave Fantasy | Sarah Edmondson

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Julian Dorey

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🗓️ 9 December 2025

⏱️ 148 minutes

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0:00.0	Think about cheese.
0:59.0	Make your thoughts cheesier. Now add 100% chicken breast fillet, Chipoplae sauce and amadea cheese melt. And it's giving the new cheesy chicken stack at McDonald's. Did we mention it's cheesy? Cheese. Available to the 4th of Jan, 2026 from 11 a.m. Plus and participation may vary. Subjects availability. If I really go there, oh my God, it's just f***s with my head. DOS, that was the secret women's group within Nexiam. Here's Lauren, who I would do anything to spend time with. Before I committed, she did tell me that I was going to get this tattoo. Lauren wanted to make this a special night. So we get blindfolded drives us somewhere and I know I know exactly where I am, I'm an Alice and Max condo. And now we're going to get what I thought was my tattoo is now the brand. Before we even started, we had to say, Master, would you brand me? It would be an honor. First, we were wearing masks because of the smell of the flesh. The first woman I saw was like flipping around on the table like an electrocuted fish. And by the time it got to me, it was having my flesh cut open with a hot iron with no anesthetic and went somewhere else.
1:01.0	Honestly, sorry.
1:03.0	That's okay.
1:04.0	You know, having a three-year-old during this time kind of forced us to get our
1:08.0	together.
1:09.0	You forgive yourself too?
1:14.6	You're a good interviewer. Wow. Um...
1:16.6	Hey guys, if you're not following me on Spotify,
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1:21.6	They're both a huge, betterment and recruiting program. You're a great recruiter for this guy,
1:46.8	Keith Reneery, who claims to be a celibate monk. Obviously, we know that is not the truth at all,
1:52.8	but he's this, you know, in a way, sadistic sociopathic leader who is using this organization as a front to basically recruit
2:04.5	his herm and then hide it behind some of the men that he would recruit as well they didn't really
2:08.7	give a fuck about and you don't know any of that from behind there but with now that you're deep
2:14.8	into the organization you found your husband the organization, you found your husband in the organization,
2:19.2	you married him, Nippy.
2:23.2	You also pretty much put your whole life into it.
2:25.5	Your acting career goes on to the back burner.
2:31.4	And you're focused on this and making money here, putting your own money up to even fund a lot of the endeavors.
2:33.2	I would imagine most of your relationships at this point
2:36.3	on a day-to-day friendship-wise and who you confide in are all people involved with the organization.
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