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Let me stretch my back before I get into this.

Like, I started this week's newsletter on what's new and good.

I think I'm going to change the name to what's sad and bad.

Because I just feel like I've been a negative Nancy over there. I feel like I've been more pessimistic

than optimistic. And when I did the research on my chart to figure out what

happened to me in the sky last Friday, it all made sense. I have Saturn squaring my Sagittarius

mercury to the degree right now and Saturn moves slow. So this is hanging out on my thought process i've been a little

sober i've been a little negative i've been a little fear base there has been some weird ass things

coming up in my thoughts and in my mind just mean things like my inner voice has not been kind and

things that have never triggered me in the

past are all of a sudden just rearing their head. And I do have moments where I pull out the

Sagittarius sun and zoom out like a drone and look down on the weeds of this anxiety. I'm

giving myself. And I think, what is going on? Like there's's really my life I really don't have anything to complain about that's

that's severe and then I see Saturn just having her way with my mercury just really you know from these

negative sobering thoughts I'm realizing that I'm

growing up.

I'm realizing, without even realizing it, that the things I'm going through right now are

preparing me for even more adult things, like maybe losing a parent one day or maybe

becoming a parent one day and having to deal with the adulting on a level that

big.

You guys know the drill.

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