Hello, lovely humans. I'm Waioli, and you are listening to Sex Stories, a podcast where we exchange personal pleasure wisdom to make the world a sexier, more loving place.

And our guest today is a 40-year-old, formerly straight, married monogamous woman who is now happily divorced, queer, and non-monogamous.

A pastor turned stripper who went from food stamps to seven figures as the result of following

her pleasure. She left her religious community seven years ago for independent online content

creation in the adult industry and a life of satisfied self-expression. Currently, the happiest, healthiest, and wealthiest

she's ever been. She has a money kink. Loves playing with couples and turning them on, loves to

live stream on her only fans, is into selling panties, and has been recently exploring sugar dating.

She is also a life coach, a mama with precious

kiddos, and a cat she accidentally fell in love with with us today from Orange County,

California. Welcome, Nicole Mitchell. Hi, that was a wonderful introduction. Thank you so much

for that. Well, I had wonderful things to introduce. Thank you for being here. Could you please

start off by telling our sweet listeners, if today you had to rate yourself on a sexual

shameometer with 10 being the most full of shame and zero being like, I don't have any,

can you tell us where you fall today and like what has your shamo coaster looked like throughout

your lifetime? Oh my gosh. I would say today zero,

four freaking sure. I would say most of my life it was like a hundred. It was off the charts,

deep shame, such a deep sense of unworthiness, very afraid of my body, very afraid of my pleasure.

I had been taught to fear my sex drive and my sexuality.

Like I lived in a lot of fear and spent my life and all of my willpower repressing and just shoving it down for fear of what might happen to me if I let it out.

I was told it would ruin me. So it wasn't really until my mid-30s that I slowly began to unpack the

indoctrination and the dogma and the fear and the control and really kind of detoxify from all of

that. And slowly I went from a hundred on the shame meter and slowly worked towards where I am today

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