The I really almost what's funny I don't know I just I don't know just the way we

started is just making me laugh I will say I've been in the I've been calling it the

editing haze instead of the lavender hay, but I've been in the

editing haze where I have been editing the jersey vlog, like my end of the jersey vlog,

and it's just, it's a difficult watch because I didn't

understand how exuberant I start getting when I'm excited I didn't I've never

like gotten that I'm going full thousand not even a hundred

it's just like straight up trucking along to a thousand so I don't remember

you acting like that like I don't remember you either is the bad thing but then like my worst fear is like

looking too much into like what other people's like facial reactions are and

then I'm like oh my god like I've like,

facial reactions are and that I'm like, oh my God, like I am so annoying to like know it because at one point, I literally am like, I want to do a cartwheel and then I could just see,

Hayley and Sarah, look at me and they're just like okay

but I didn't think you were annoying in any way do a cartwheel go for it do a cartwheel I will say editing that blog has been a joy because I've been laughing

out loud at a lot of it I can't wait to see it can't wait to finish editing it I'm

just oh I feel. I'm over

I'm over

I'm over just the videos period right now. I'm like, ugh.

Well, because you've been doing it every day since like end of November you get into an editing

slump it's a real thing. No it really is a real thing because book was

is over obviously this is a 14th

when this video has came out, and I like did my little

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