238: What if you were tortured in an Iranian prison?
This Is Actually Happening
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4.6 • 9.9K Ratings
🗓️ 7 June 2022
⏱️ 73 minutes
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Summary
“You were in this abyss of darkness and the hardest part was not knowing…not knowing at all if you’re going to live or die or when or how.”
Today's episode featured Marina Nemat. You can find out more about Marina and her story by going to marinanemat.com. There you can find contact information and more about her two books, 'Prisoner of Tehran', and 'After Tehran: A Life Reclaimed.' Her books are also available on Amazon, Simon & Schuster and Bookshop.org.
Producers: Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits
Episode Summary: A teenage Russian immigrant in Iran is jailed and tortured during the Iranian Revolution of 1979, but when a prison guard falls in love with her, she’s forced to weigh the price of her freedom.
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Content/Trigger Warnings: torture, prison abuse, rape, sexual abuse, murder, graphic violence, psychotic episodes, explicit language
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| 0:00.0 | This is actually happening features real experiences that often include traumatic events. |
| 0:04.2 | Please consult the show notes for specific content warnings on each episode |
| 0:07.6 | and for more information about support services. |
| 0:18.1 | You were in this abyss of darkness. |
| 0:23.1 | And the hardest part was not knowing. |
| 0:26.3 | Not knowing at all if you're going to live or die or win or how. |
| 0:31.6 | And nothing made sense, nothing made sense at all. |
| 0:43.2 | From laundry, I'm Whit Missildine. |
| 0:45.4 | You are listening to this is actually happening. |
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| 1:58.1 | I was born in 1965 in Tehran, Iran. |
| 2:09.7 | Both of my grandmother's had escaped the 1917 Russian Revolution and had somehow |
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