Hello lovely humans. I'm wildly and you are listening to sex stories. A

podcast where we share our most private, often very vulnerable details in an effort to learn from each other

so that we may create the super satisfying sex lives of our dreams.

Our guest today is a 35-year-old bidood, partnered in a monogamous relationship of three years.

He's a little bit into cross-dressing, eating his own cum, piss play, strap-ons, small penis

humiliations of his micro-penis, a former professional soccer player, now a consultant and small farmer, welcome John.

Hello, how are you? I am so excited to talk to you. Can you start off by telling us if you had to rate yourself on a

sexual shameometer with 10 being the most full of shame and one being not so

shamy at all, where do you fall right now? I think I am a little bit about five.

Tell us about your five and does it ever go up and down? Like where do you feel like you hold

shame? Where do you feel like it goes away? I think I am now in my 35 years old I am thinking that my

sexual direction is going to some bisexual things that I will want to try. I would like to try some

cross-ressing things and I am a little bit shame about that. Here it's not normal. Somebody can be bisexual or somebody can be different than the others.

And we have to be very careful talking about our sexuality and I am now in this stage that I would like to try everything but I cannot do it. So this is the bad things and the good things is that I'm just

trying to try everything that I want, because life is just one, and I would like to try everything that I want,

because I'm still young enough to try.

When I will be older, it will be not possible to try everything that I want and I want so many things.

Yeah, I really relate to that and not in a way where I want to panic, but I'm like every day is a gift. I don't know how long my life is going to last.

Like I want to try stuff while I'm here in this body that I can do stuff with.

So I really do that. Can you give us a little overview of what your sex life is like right now?

But now I am in a relationship. I have fiance but now she is really much vanilla and I don't like it now but before I don't know

maybe three maybe four years she was really open she was really open, she was really kinky, she was open to do everything. I tried to talk with her, I tried to find out why is now like it is, but I don't have answers. I don't know what's the problem. Maybe it's me, maybe it's not, but I don't know. This is stuff that bothers me, but in my mind, I'm trying to try new things with her or without her. It's not something that I can

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