Oh, Bimmer on, in today's guess we're a football of Paul Meeron.

And today's guest we've got football I'm here soon.

Paul how had you brother?

Yeah, very good, thank you, yeah, good.

Good to see you man.

She is.

What's your documentary a couple of weeks ago? Powerful stuff.

All about the gambling and drink drugs. Kind of everybody that it's somebody knows

is here I've been involved in and knows a family member, a friend,

it's an addict somewhere along the line, but first and foremost brother, I just want to say thanks for coming on the show.

Ah, pleasure. It's been a long time, isn't it? It's been, it's been a long time, isn't it? It's been, I can do it then, I can do it now.

I say, yeah, I'm pleased I can do it.

Good, mate. Obviously we know about the addictions and stuff which we'll touch on later on.

If you, balls would like to go back to the start of my guests where you grew up how it all began?

I grew up in a place called Holesden, which, uh, but the north-northwest London.

Yeah, Dad was a Coleman. Mom used to like sort of work from home sort of

of thing making ribbons, things like that. Yeah, I can remember we used to live in like

this house, but old lady used to live underneath and our front door was the bottom of the

stairs that was our front door so that was our front door and then we went up the

stairs to our house yeah a little flat wet the bed till I was at least 10. It used to lay on plastic sheets.

Every time you turned it was light, the noise was bad. Yeah very insecure very yeah very quiet shy kid when I grew up you know

football was my release I love playing football I love that's all I knew I was

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