Hello lovely humans I'm wildly and you are listening to sex stories a

podcast that might turn you on or scare the shit out of you but hopefully either way

it helps you understand your desires.

Our guest today is a bisexual Latin dude in his 30s, married to a partner of five years,

he is into cross-dressing panty hoes, playing with toys, especially his BBC dillos, camming and bondage.

He works in tech in NYC.

Welcome, Jay.

Can you start off by telling us,

if you had to rate yourself on a sexual shame a meter with 10 being the most

full of shame and one being not so shamey where do you fall right now?

Right now I would be a four. I think it changes depending on what I do when I get dressed up, right?

Like how far I go and we'll get into it on cam or my activity, you know, like then then I'm like,

oh shit I remember, I'm married married I shouldn't be doing like the guilt then comes back okay so it then goes back.

Okay does it ever go down? I think it does if I'm a little tipsy or a little high of poppers or whatever the case

would be that it goes down to negative. Okay. It goes out the window to be honest with you. I get it. When I start to get a little bit turned on, I get very

stupid. I don't know if I've said that enough on this podcast. I get really stupid when I'm turned on and make

dumb decisions because also the shame of meers like, who cares? I'm turned on and make dumb decisions because also the shame of meters like who cares?

I'm in love with my body on the world.

Okay, can you give us a little overview of what your sex life is like right now and your favorite parts.

The wife and I are intimate a couple of times out of the week.

She travels a lot for work so I'm also able to enjoy my cross-dressing part and that probably is the predominant way I kind of enjoy myself now.

You know, dressing up and kind of whether it's playing with myself, you know, finding pleasure in that way.

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