Welcome to Among the Lillies. This is a show for ladies who are tired of pretending

and are ready to be real. I'm your host, Cameron Fratt, and in today's episode, I'm going

to be really, really, really real with you. I am starting a diet. I feel really weird

about saying that, and I'm wondering if maybe you need to go on a diet too. I don't know

if you guys are allergic to the word diet, but I am. I am a child of the 80s and 90s, and

my mom is always always going on diets. It was normally Weight Watchers, or it was this

new diet, and it was all about losing weight. As a kid, I just didn't like it, and I

saw that my mom was miserable when she was on a diet, and I'm like, I'm never going on

a diet. That sounds horrible. I'm just going to eat well and exercise, and then I can

eat whatever I want, and it doesn't matter. Well, jokes on me, because I cannot eat whatever

I want. I am really restricted already in what I can eat and what I can eat, not because

I think I'm fat, or not because I'm going to gain weight, but because I like explode.

It's really ugly and gross. If I had a cup of whole milk right now, I would

I couldn't even finish it. I'd be in the bathroom vomiting. If I have something that

upsets like so often, more often than not, if we eat out at a restaurant, before the end

of the meal, I can feel the pain setting in my stomach, and I just kind of like start to

curl up in a ball, and as someone look at me and it's like, we need to go, huh? I'm like, yeah,

I'm so sorry. I've been out to eat before on a double date with friends, and before we even

got to the parking lot, I'm like, oh gosh, I don't feel good. I don't feel good, and I was

curled up in a ball, and I'm like, I'm going to be okay. I'm going to be okay. We didn't even

make it out of the parking lot, and I had to be feeding their bushes, the restaurant food.

I feel already restricted in what I can and can't eat. I don't know the idea of a diet. I'm

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