Hey everybody is it is it a whole new year a whole new year a whole new thing is

same old us same old same old trash oh I hang on I gotta take my earrings out oh I like

dress real cute she's getting serious but then they're like getting in the way of my she's so

profanary you know because I want to look cute for a Q&A later okay well I'm good

to episode 183 we are in the new year feeling good yes feeling hopeful fuck that 2017 get the heck out

of here yes we didn't like you anyway out with the old good riddance good riddance 2019 has a nicer

more even feel to I have a story about 2017 that in my final weeks in 2017 that I am sharing

with you for the first time this is so exciting uh that's unbelievable really so I rarely leave

my house you know I mean this is not an exception most of the time you're with me so yeah I almost

never leave my house when I do um sometimes I'll go to Phil's house uh Phil Rose and Thal who I talk

about on the show sometimes he is uh the showrunner from everybody loves Raymond and he has these movie

nights these epic movie nights is at his house and it's always an event and there's always these

fancy people that are famous and just like milling about eating pizza no big whoop and I can't resist

I always want to go yeah I saw you post the picture with him in the background on this one okay

yes so I went to movie next I forgot about that picture so we were watching the movie Shape of Water

we should talk about as well and it's you know it's about nine o'clock and I thought if I stay

through this whole movie I'm gonna end up staying for a really long time because I can't leave

if there's fancy people right that I can relax right and so I left right before the end of the

movie and I just like Irish goodbye yeah because I was like okay I just want to give home to my

family and you know not I wanted to do the right thing oh god am I my that's not the right thing okay

really I don't know I would have stayed yeah but like so I'm think I call that I'm um you know from

the Bluetooth in my car I'm like I just wanted to come home like I just felt like I needed to be

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