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🗓️ 14 November 2020
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0:00.0 | This is Optimal Living Daily Episode 1800 Living to 100 Days by Dr. Ilana Miller of ZenSyciatry.com |
0:08.5 | and I'm Justin Mollick. Happy Saturday, happy Diwali, the Festival of Lights, |
0:13.2 | and welcome to one of the only podcasts in the world where blogs are narrated to you for free. |
0:17.9 | That's a with permission from the authors. If you enjoy it, sharing it with anyone would be |
0:22.1 | greatly appreciated and I'll keep this short for the Saturday episode so let's get right to it |
0:27.0 | and start optimizing your life. |
0:30.4 | Living to 100 Days by Dr. Ilana Miller of ZenSyciatry.com |
0:39.9 | Last week I was walking from my oncologist's office to my car when I heard a voice calling out. |
0:45.5 | Hey, hey you, hey there. I didn't think he was talking to me but I was the only one there so I |
0:51.6 | turned around. It was the guy manning the valet station. Once he caught my attention, he waived. |
0:57.6 | Hey there. How you doing? I waved back. I'm good, thanks. He smiled. Good, because you're looking good too. |
1:06.1 | This was definitely the highlight of my day when the first time I've been cat-called since my stem cell |
1:10.7 | transplant. It happened again yesterday. I was walking back from the post office when a sexy |
1:15.8 | salt and pepper put down his cell phone, smiled and said hi to me for absolutely no reason. |
1:21.6 | It's interesting for me because for the last few months, I've been invisible. |
1:26.3 | Don't get me wrong. Sometimes it's nice to be invisible to see people glance right through you |
1:31.0 | as if you're not there, especially when you're feeling bad and especially when you feel you don't |
1:35.8 | exist in the material world at all, but in some strange in-between of presence and death. |
1:42.1 | When I first relapsed, I'll be honest and tell you, I hoped I would die as quickly as possible. |
1:48.2 | From everything I knew, relapsed T-cell all had a miserable prognosis. |
1:53.2 | When I was first hospitalized in the on-call attending told me the plan was more chemo and a |
1:58.0 | stem cell transplant. I put my head in my hands and cried and said, I don't think I can do it again. |
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