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Dear Little Me

177. My Cruel, Toxic Mother

Dear Little Me

Dawn Chitty

Childhood Trauma, Emotional Abuse, Narcissistic Mother, Healing, Ptsd, Trauma, Personal Journals, Health & Fitness, Depression, Anxiety, Mental Health, Society & Culture, Women Podcast, Relationships, Self Esteem, Self Help, Self Improvement

4.81.7K Ratings

🗓️ 23 August 2023

⏱️ 26 minutes

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Summary

On the HEAL blog 8 Interesting Reasons You Can’t Cry.


In this quick chat episode, we dive into Natasha's deeply personal journey, with a mother who harbored a complex mix of cruelty, narcissism, depression, and mental instability. Natasha bore the brunt of her mother's emotional storms, often silenced and unheard. The few instances when she mustered the courage to speak up were met with severe consequences, reinforcing her sense of powerlessness. Her mother's fits of rage, sometimes occurring in front of others and even escalating to physical attacks, were endured in a chilling silence from bystanders. Natasha's story highlights the generational legacy of paranoia—a belief that a misbehaving child intentionally seeks to provoke their parent. This toxic notion perpetuates and harms, passed down from one generation to the next. Tune in to explore Natasha's journey within this complex emotional landscape.


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And that put her in a rage.

0:23.9

A big one.

0:25.8

She stripped all my clothes off.

0:28.2

She dragged me onto the floor.

0:31.4

By my hair, out the door, she threw me on Titanic it.

0:36.9

Oh my God.

0:38.5

Because, uh, older neighbor kid, like he was like a queen or teenager saw me.

0:45.3

And it was very, very uncomfortable.

0:47.2

But, you know, there was my grandfather saying,

0:50.3

you're the one that riles up the kids and, you know, all that.

0:53.8

So, that's when I pushed back.

0:55.7

And it was a trauma that came back to me.

1:06.8

Welcome to how my parents raised me.

1:08.8

I'm Dawn Chitty.

1:10.1

When we are born, we arrive here as pure and perfect souls.

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