So today, I'm not quite sure how this episode is going to go, honestly.

It's something that we felt like we should share about kind of because it got out ahead of us,

like it got away from us. And so I just thought that it would be helpful if we had this one

conversation and it's just up there for people to refer back to. Also, I hope it's encouraging to you

if maybe you've walked through a time like this or, you know, God forbid something like this is

in your future. But miscarriage does affect so many women and so many families, ultimately.

And so it's something that we thought was worth talking about today. And it's still something

we're in the middle of kind of. And so I just, I feel great right now, but we'll see how this

episode goes. And also, if you are sensitive to stuff like this, maybe you have trauma from

an experience in your past or something like that, then we're going to try to be really cautious

with this topic and careful with it. But I don't want to upset anyone either. So, you know,

you know what you can handle. So we're just going to dive in.

The Now that we're a family. We were getting close to when we were going to do a podcast episode

announcing our fifth baby. Yeah, it's kind of crazy, you guys. So we've been pregnant for nearly

the last three months. And some of you have guessed that I've been pregnant. I've been dragging,

for sure, as far as I've just been so tired the last three months. And we really thought we

are going to be out of the woods here right about now and entering our second trimester.

But that is not what God had in store for us. And what's kind of funny is we haven't announced

this publicly anywhere. All of our other birds. We announced it around eight weeks. We like

told everybody as far as we made an online announcement and everything. And this one I think we

were really enjoying keeping more to ourselves and telling people in person. We didn't want to tell

anybody, tell the second trimester and just as far as, you know, online. We just wanted to keep it

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