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This Is Actually Happening

151: What if he made you think you were crazy?

This Is Actually Happening

Wondery

True Crime, Tiah, Documentary, Society & Culture

4.69.9K Ratings

🗓️ 24 March 2020

⏱️ 50 minutes

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Summary

“I was sure that this was his mental illness and not something wrong with me until I started hearing it in my head. And that was when I started to think, 'maybe I’m actually going crazy'.”


Producers: Sara Marinelli, Whit Missildine


Episode Summary: A woman finds respite from childhood anxieties in relationships only to enter a spiral of mental illness and unexplained phenomena. 


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Content/Trigger Warnings: emotional abuse, sexual abuse, domestic violence, drug use, explicit language


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0:08.7

Hello, I'm Hannah.

0:09.9

And I'm Sirete.

0:10.9

And we are the hosts of A Redhanded, a weekly True Crime Podcast.

0:14.6

Every week on Redhanded, we get stuck into the most talked about cases.

0:18.0

From the Idaho student killings, the Delphi Murders and our recent rundown of the Murdoch's

0:22.7

Arga.

0:23.7

Last year, we also started a second weekly show, Shorthand, which is just an excuse for us

0:28.4

to talk about anything we find interesting because it's our show and we can do what we

0:31.2

like.

0:32.2

We've covered the death of Princess Diana, an unholy Quran written in Saddam Hussein's

0:35.2

blood, the gruesome history of European witch hunting, and the very uncomfortable phenomenon

0:39.8

of genetic sexual attraction.

0:41.7

Whatever the case, we want to know what pushes people to the extremes of human behavior.

0:46.5

Like, can someone give consent to be cannibalized?

0:49.0

What drives a child to kill?

0:51.3

And what's the psychology of a terrorist?

0:53.3

Listen to Redhanded wherever you get your podcast.

0:55.4

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