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Joseph sober October's over but uh we can we were allowed to smoke cigars during so over October for whatever reason but they do get you high they do give you a nice little buzz yeah it's weird that that's like thought of as being a sobriety thing

Is it really?

I mean, if you're smoking.

People smoke cigarettes when they're sober.

Yeah.

All those fucking AA guys, remember, right?

Those guys were always. These guys are always.

Those guys will tell you you can't have a non-alcoholic beer, which I do.

I have a non-alcoholic drink.

It'll be fucking 30 years next month that I haven't had a drink.

Didn't you have like one or two when Meany died? When Meany died I had some scotch.

That's a weird one, right? I had like, I didn't get drunk, but I had like a few shots.

Did you like feel weird about that? It had been all those years.

I think I felt so weird about him being dead that the whole thing felt surreal anyway and

I haven't really haven't had the desire I can't say I can't have the desire. It's more of just like, you feel like there's

times where you want to just do what everybody else is doing and just chill out and you see everybody

getting more mellow and relaxed and social and

especially if I'm in a situation where you know it's a bunch of people I don't know that

well maybe it's your kids friends parent kind of

situation nice glass of wine to take the edge off dude but you did the the couple

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