One, two, three.

Come, come, you saints, no toil nor labor fear.

But with joy, when you're way.

So you got good treatment.

And does that take us to the part of your faith crisis or was there the things you want to talk about?

Okay.

Yeah, yeah. I'll say so.

I would say so.

So, so this is kind of interesting for me.

So I'd always had definitely some questions about certain things in church history.

Polygamy was the biggest thing for me.

That was very, very hard as a teenager.

And I would focus on that so much and be so just frightened by maybe that I would have to live that way.

I would have, I'd have dreams about it.

It would just, there's a moment in my life where it just kind of consumed me.

So that I think was a, so issue, some issues like that.

I just had a very, very hard time time squaring.

Because to me, like this church was my whole world.

It's just the way things worked.

So if there's something like polygamy that was very uncomfortable for me, I just, I didn't know what else to think besides, well, okay, this is gonna be my life, I guess, you know.

So, so the interesting thing for me is that, so I did start doing more research on church history.

I did find, you know, resources such as the CES letter and I watched this podcast a lot and, um,

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