1154: Donna Showalter: The Faith Crisis of a Former Provo, Utah Relief Society President Pt. 5

Mormon Stories Podcast

Dr. John Dehlin

Religion & Spirituality

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🗓️ 22 July 2019

⏱️ 59 minutes

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Summary

What could cause one of the Mormon church's "best and brightest" women to lose their faith in the church?

For part 2 of today’s interview with Donna Showalter, we will hear how an east bench, Provo, Utah Mormon mother, former Relief Society President, former Stake Young Women’s President, and BYU employee navigated her Mormon faith crisis.

- This story includes the gripping account of what happened when they asked Mormon apostle Jeffrey R. Holland to heal their son of his gayness.

- It also includes Donna's touching experiences as a Relief Society President.

- We also learn about the impact of the November 2015 LGBTQ policy on Donna, Michael and her family - along with the 2019 policy reversal.

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0:59.2	Like, when I say when I realize that the Book of Abraham wasn't real and that like so
1:10.8	many things weren't that I thought were real aren't real and I like broke and shattered.
1:16.1	That was a precursor to this.
1:18.5	This was the actual earthquake.
1:22.6	This for me was the end.
1:27.5	I sat in the parking lot of Encircle for probably an hour and I was screaming in my car.
1:33.4	Like, I'm like, my car was shaking because I was like kicking the dashboard and screaming
1:39.0	and like honestly like trying to get out of my skin like I can't, I don't know how to
1:46.2	explain it.
1:47.2	It's a pain so real and deep and raw that I couldn't be in my body like I need to like
1:53.6	I can't, I almost passed out like I'm in the car I'm screaming I'm crying and I could
2:02.4	feel like okay I'm not breathing enough and like my nose is getting teingly and my lips
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