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So what made you still feel suicidal even though you had the love and support of your

parents?

I don't know.

For me, those feelings they weren't in my mind at the time they weren't attached to

my same sex attraction.

It was for me the way I explained depression to people now is it's not logical really.

And at that time I would get into this whole love.

People don't love me.

No one cares about me.

And it wasn't because I was gay.

It was just me.

Just people don't like just dig that whole deeper and deeper.

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