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Friends and welcome back to the session I am Kendall Ray and I'm Janelle and I'm not alone anymore

Well, I was never really alone, but on the table here my lovely

co-host Kendall Ray is back yay I'm so excited it feels so weird really yeah, but at the same time it feels like okay

Now that you're sitting here if like no time has changed, but it has been almost three months. Yeah

It's been a while since you have last been on here. Wow. I looked it was like mid July

Oh, yeah when my blood pressure started hitting the fan. Yep. It was like all right

I go yes, it was a god easy few weeks. Well welcome back. Thank you guys

We miss you a lot back. I know that the people watching missed you so much and that you guys will be so happy that she's back

And yeah, we're all just very excited. I've missed all of you too and you've done a great job hold it down

It is not easy guys to you know do an episode by yourself obviously you're not by yourself

But yeah, like being over here by yourself and hosting kind of on your own. Yeah, that's really difficult

You've done a great job and you guys have been so supportive and that's made me feel way better about taking the time that I definitely

needed

Gosh, I really did not realize how much time I would need

It's almost like you pushed a whole ass human out of your

And then had to get used to taking care of a whole human which is like wow nothing can prepare no no

Really, I mean I thought I was prepared no

I feel like that's what every single person says yeah, okay like oh, I thought I knew kind of what was going on

I didn't know yeah, you just you can't you cannot know until you're fucking in the thick of it man

It's not the thick of it, but it's been amazing. It's been the coolest experience of my life by far the most intense life-changing

I said on my channel. It feels like I've lived like a whole lifetime

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