Sup, sluts. I want to tell you how I am committing to my sobriety. I have to.

And being so public about this is holding so much accountability.

And what I'm doing is the 75 hard challenge.

Gonna tell you what it is and I'm on day two, but for the past month I have been trying to quit alcohol. I've already successfully quit vaping. I'm almost at two months, 12 days away.

But if there's alcohol in my house, I am drinking it.

And if you follow my Tik-Tock or Instagram,

you might know that I drink alone at night. And once I pass those three drinks I will just keep drinking until I black out and I will be sitting working and most likely regret something I post in the morning.

I'm tired of that and I'm super snappy and snippy

to people in my personal life

because I'm trying to work all day,

drink all night, socially function, and it's just not working.

I got my blood work done in December, my liver stressed out.

I'm going to be 30 in November, and this is just time to be healthy. I'm either going to hurt myself or heal myself and the past three weeks I've experimented. I had like one drink when I was out at a dinner. I had one drink with someone when I was at home and both times I was upset that I couldn't drink more. I cannot enjoy having one drink.

Leah, what do you want?

He is being what?

I'm gonna go out.

Go down the stairs. you to go go out go out so go downstairs.

Oh so, so, I was surprisingly, Tana Mojo popped up on my YouTube channel the other day and she said I think she was doing it I Jesus I can't can't confirm exactly.

Let's see.

But I was telling my friend about it and she was like, Let's see.

But I was telling my friend about it and she was like, oh, I'm actually, I was thinking about doing it and I was like,

let's do it. Like we looked it up and this is what the 75 Hard Challenge rules are.

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