I wonder if there's a spot. I can make a desk or something here.

Well, I guess I'm going to have to hold it. I could put it in here, maybe. I don't know. I'll figure it away. Hello. Hello, everybody.

Oh. Hello, friends. I'm trying to get this so it's relatively comfortable.

Hello, friends.

So, yesterday, I don't know if anybody watched the stream I did last day.

I was kind of tripped balls.

And at the end of it, I had, after I finished recording, I sat in my little back area, my little fenced-in area, and I looked up at the sky for a while.

And wouldn't you know it, I ended up having one of those legitimate, like, full-blown sotori moments.

Actual enlightenment, actual transcendence.

Like, boop.

One second, one with the universe. Whatever you want to call it. Ego death, blah, blah, boop. One second. One with the universe.

Whatever you want to call it.

Ego death, blah, blah, blah.

I was there.

And then... Oh, shit.

You guys can't hear me?

Can you guys hear me?

Someone said there is no sound.

Okay, I guess there is sound.

I don't know why people are trying to gaslight poor Cush and trying to talk to you guys, please.

So anyway, I had a moment of complete identification of oneness with the universe.

And then, of course, the second it was over, I came back into my body.

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